"Good friends, good food, good wine, what more do you need?"

For now, I'll say "time to finish my bio project" (O_o)

FIRSTS
First job: cleaning
First screen name: broken_wingedangel

First self purchased tape: The beatles

First funeral: grandmother
First piercing/tattoo: none                                                       First credit card: none
First true love: I don't remember.

First enemy: someone from my elementary school, I think.
First big trip: When I came out to this universe.

First concert: It was going to be the Rolling Stones, but it got canceled with SARS (Beijing) so it's Linkin Park                            First musician you remember hearing in your house: my father.

LASTS
Last big car ride: 3 weeks ago?  
Last library book checked out: SAT book D:
Last movie seen: Pay it Forward
Last beverage drank: water

Last food consumed: le poisson.
Last phone call: my house 
Last CD played: Pornograffitti
Last annoyance: my parents.
Last soda drank: carbonated water.

Last ice cream eaten: Thursday, ASIJ icecream sale.
Last time scolded: every 10 min., almost.
Last shirt worn: batik shirt I'm wearing now.
Last website visited: Axolotl.org

I AM: weird/strange/bizarre, what ever.
I WANT: A time alone with someone I truly care about.

I HAVE: a sword, and about 30 guppies in my house.
I WISH: There wasn't any biology project or English memorisation to care about for now. 

I HATE: Being not taken seriously when I am actually serious.

I FEAR: because I am somewhat normal. 
I SEARCH: for that paper with addresses written on... misplaced it again.
I WONDER: What people get out from accusing other people of nothing and being hysterical.

I REGRET: but I don't really care, because whatever happened makes who I am right now.
I LOVE: My significant other.

I ACHE: in my legs from doing too much fencing yesterday. 

I ALWAYS: think about what I'm going to talk about with people, but when I see them that doesn't seem like an important thing anymore. Just being with them...
I AM NOT: Yuriko, Tomomi or anyone other than Hinako, what ever the teacher wants to call me.

I CRY: often, actually.

I WRITE: essays on philosophy and human psychology, but then decides not to publish it. 
I NEED: A good, long, sleep and a vacation
I SHOULD: be doing my bio project and my English memorisation.

YES or NO:
x. YOU KEEP A DIARY:no
x. YOU LIKE TO COOK: yes
x. YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: no

DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: I do love someone.
WANT TO GET MARRIED: sure.

GET MOTION SICKNESS: definitely.

THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: yes...^^; to some extent.
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: not really, actually.

LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: sure. but I don't want my house falling down or anything.
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: black. Natural.
EYE COLOR: can range from black to light brown.
BIRTHPLACE: Bangkok, Thailand.

FAVORITES
NUMBER:27
COLOR: black/white
DAY: Nothing in particular.

MONTH: Not sure.

SONG(S): anything by Steven Jay.
SEASON: Any season.

DRINK: water/ berley tea.

PREFERENCES:
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: both? ^^;
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: hot chocolate

MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: dark
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: Definitely chocolate!

IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? yes
HELPED SOMEONE? yeah
BOUGHT SOMETHING? no.
GOTTEN SICK? no.
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no.

GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no
SAID 'i love you'?: no
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: no

TALKED TO AN EX?: no
MISSED AN EX? : hell no.
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: no
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: yes. or I tried to. 
MISSED SOMEONE? yeah.
HUGGED SOMEONE? no.
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? yes.

FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND no. I very rarely do that.

Would you ever:
1. Eat a bug?: done.
2. Bungee jump?: nope.

4. Kill someone? : if I had to.

5. Kiss someone of the same sex? No. Maybe CPR, but that's not really kissing.
7. Parachute from a plane? If I had to.
8. Walk on hot coals? Is that necessary?
9. Go out with someone for their looks? No.
11. Be a vegetarian? sure, but not sure if I can keep up with it.
12. Wear plaid with stripes?  sure.
13. IM a stranger? done. They added me.

14. Sing Karaoke? done.
15. Get drunk off your Ass? done.
16. Shoplift? done.
17. Run a red light? done.
18. Star in a porn video? no. 
19. Dye your hair blue? sure. In fact, I was going to

20. Be on Survivor? sure?
21. Wear makeup in public?: yes
22. Not wear makeup in public? sure

23. Cheat on a test? done...

24. Make someone cry? I hope not.
25. Date someone more than 10 years older than you? done
26. Stay up all night? done, and sure, if it's going to be fun.

LAYER ONE:
-- Name: Hinako Eguchi
-- Birth date: Aug. 9th
-- Birthplace: Thailand

-- Current Location: Tokyo
-- Sex: Female
-- Eye Color: brown
-- Hair Color: Brown
-- Height: 154cm

-- Righty or Lefty: Righty.
-- Zodiac Sign: Leo

LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: Japanese
-- The shoes you wore today: Vans ("The tropical- looking one")

-- Your weakness: I care too much, and sometimes I care too little 
-- Your fears: That I will be alone suddenly, when I am not ready for it.

LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: Yeah.
-- Smoked: No.
-- Done a drug: No.
-- Made Out: No.
-- Gone on a date: With friends.
-- Gone to the mall?: No.
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos?: No.

--Eaten sushi: No.

-- Been on stage: I think... I'm not sure.

-- Been dumped: No.

-- Gone skating: No.
-- Made homemade cookies: No.

-- Gone skinny dipping: No.

-- Dyed your hair:No.
-- Stolen anything: I sneaked some cookies at the corridor where P.T.A was having a meeting. The parents won't eat it anyway...

LAYER SEVEN:
-- Age you hope to be married: Any time after university/college. I'm not the only one making the decisions, either. There's one more person involved.
-- Names of Children: I don't know yet :) Like I said, I'm not the only one involved.
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: memorable and sweet.

-- How do you want to die: No pain, and no grief.

-- What do you want to be when you grow up: Someone like one of the person I respect the most in this world.
-- What country would you most like to visit: I'd like to go to the University in the U.K.
LAYER EIGHT:
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: Uh, does alcohol count? Then yes.

-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 3.
-- Number of CDs that I own: I haven't the faintest idea...

-- Number of piercings: 0.
-- Number of scars on my body: A lot, but you can't see them. 

-- Number of things in my past that I regret: I don't. Those pasts make up who I am now. Many events made my strong, and made that cynical bit in me. But I'm thankful for all of that. Because it made me get to know everyone that I know today, and become friends with them.

hey-o. Spring break in 2 wks... not sure if I should be happy or panicked I'm freaking out happily that it's vacation time (for 2 1/2 month too, wow), but am freaking out in the other meaning since the exams are like right

                                           there.

isn't it weird, the last few weeks, you are supposed to be studying for exams but your teachers start giving you extra projects, readings, and labs (mostly bio.) O_o I'll assure you I'll be jumping around happily within a few weeks, though.

That is,

After I am finished with all of Chaiken's tests, MWH projects and a lot of sleeping.

mmm... flowers.

mmm... chocolate.

mmm... spring break

mmm... rain

mmm... scent of wind

mmm... sun

all the things great about spring